Whoever with whatever beliefs, I’m not to believe them or make them to accept my beliefs or live my style of life. I would live beside them try not to change them and just take whatever you can from them and let them be happy, don’t bother them. Reduce the conflicts as much as you can.
She wants you to go, she can’t support you anymore she is so tired of supporting other people. I didn’t have to talk to her or express my opinion, I did make a mistake, a blunder, I often blunder, and I should stop it. Just keep them to myself and move on. It is a short period which I need to carry on in this house, so I should try to make it as appropriate as possible, there is no better choice. Both of us know that and she teases me because of my situation while enjoying it, may be unconsciously. Due to all prior problems, I should devise a plan to improve quality of my life till I abandon this home which is not mine.
My first attempt is to try to not let today situation happen ever again by thinking it through. It is the time to forget the past and to not blame my parents for my present condition. Try to construct the future. I need her money and shelter now. The only job is to keep the peace at home, smile, react wisely and do not explain deeply. Explain good events to them and choose the positive ones. When asking for money, don’t lose your temper if rejected. The only one that can change with me is my partner, cause of living with him my entire life. Do not express unpleasant happenings to anyone. If you want to, just write it down here, you can fix it by exploring.
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